my little sister needs to stop telling me things that my mom is supposed to tell me.....
if my mom was going to tell me she would tell me...

KOREAN POP MUSIC

So as the title of this post says ...that is all I have been listening to. I am learning Korean as well and want to go to Seoul so bad. ugh.

I am seriously obsessed with the korean pop wave!!

alrighty where to start.
I see that in the past I let my emotions become way toooo severe.
righteo.

well lets see where I am now.
currently

really interested in Korea
really interested in Asia as a whole.
Really interested in asians

I have a thing for asians right now.
I think its a little strange but movies, television shows, and the culture
they all seem really interesting to me right now at this point in my life.
watching kimi ni todoke.. just started it but it seems like such a sweet movie thus far.
I will probably end up crying ...one thing I noticed is that a lot of asia shows and movies make me cry.
I'm like always crying for this reason lately.
well
that is all.
goodnight world

vent

SOOO. this will be a long story. but I need it to be said...typed.


a couple months ago I had to pay 300.00 on a car payment that wasn't mine but my sisters...I did only because my mother had asked me too. I  would do anything for my mom...so I paid her. with the exception of her paying me back...

ABOUT a month later I go a little of the money back...but was told I would get all of it.

recently my sister had been buying he kids toys....and toys that ran for about 30 dollar a doll. she bought about 4 dolls ...

I was afraid to ask my mom if my sister was going to pay me seeing as she was buying theses dolls..
soo I decide to ask my mom.

"Can I ask you something without you getting mad"....thats exactly what I asked her...she said yes.

"since (my sister's name) is buying the kids toys do you think she is gonna pay me soon...I'm just wondering"

"yeah I'll tell her tomorrow" - mom

I  look at my moms bed only to see a new purse...this upset me..seeing as I had just bought my mom a purse with what money I could get together..because I knew she needed one.

"Is that knew"- me
" Yeah (my sister's name) just bought it for me"- mom

"so she could have already paid me already"- me

she got mad. I have been waiting about 5 months for her to pay me. The money I gave her was for school.

it upsets me how my mom can be my mom....and then change into someone else when gifts are given...she was so nice when to me when I bought her that purse...but I guess she forgot all about that when she got a new one.